Symbolic Scribbles Series #011-2
Last series #010-2 introduced us to @seamus gilkey while this series will feature the return of @Samantha Lazar and her poetic reply
If you’d like to see the chain of evolution check out Series #010-2 Here
We kick off Series #011-2 with and The Reply by
unidentified (syllogistic) event(s) —
part one: a fucked up probandum so (of course) (!) i dont have tha slightest clue what (tha fuck) is happening or what i can do i mean, how (tha fuck) could i know any thing (at all) (?!) given whats lefta me given whats (not) left (of me) was that constellations crashing ?! (or was that (just) us colliding ?) i mean, how could i tell tha diffrence (between things i cannot feel) how can you say that this was that (when you (dont) know what is real ?) am i spellbound am i enchanted ? how can i know what i (cannot) know am i tha meteor ? are you tha ocean ? are you too fast (or) am i too slow ? how can you bind me or set me free (am i tha meteor are you tha sea ?) is that light exploding ?! is that a crack in tha dark ? (or) is that (just) yore fangers squeezing round my heart ? if a star goes nova in some unknown skies and we cant see it with our (own) naked eyes if tha tides are pulling and the oceans cry and thaires nothing here to confirm or deny is that serendipity in yer pocket or are yer hieroglyphics (just) glad ta see me ? everything happened before we knew i was tha sun tha moon was you part two: tha (just) (as fucked) forward pervasion so (of course) (?) i was gonna tell tha story of tha first time we (ever) met but we (never) (actually) met now did we ? is kismet (just) the expression of the extremely unlikely (actually) happening ? i mean, i (really) hafta ask how can we measure the unlikelihood of what (actually) happens ? if no body (ever) meets in tha forest did they (ever) not (actually) meet ? if we dont have bodies and we dont have minds are we (forever) united or (merely) lost in time i dont understand how we could both be one when we’re both made outta nothing neither moon nor sun part three: tha (twice as fucked) reverse perversion tha moment before i met you i remembered tha first time we met when i saw we dont have eyes and thaire is nothing that we can get if thaires nothing we can call bodies (not)(even) bodies of light how can we speak of darkness (or) (even) the absence of sight ? part four: outside tha syllogism (completely) (i have some questions for you) are all absences tha same ? does every thing that doesnt exist occupy tha same (negative) space ? can we plot a graph of absence ? is time tha (wh) y axis ? how can we meet when we’ve (always) been one how can we (not) meet when we’ve (never) been none ? if time is tha issue what issues from time ? if mind is tha issue what issues from mind ? can we (really) see whats (never) been thaire ? can two things that dont exist in tha same place (ever) touch ? if our absences are inextricable how can we not touch ? im (more than) well aware that bodies of light can occupy tha same space in time so lets assume these dark bodies (just) to see our (con)fusion in time ps does this count as meeting ? as touch ? how would i know ? (just wondering) nice to meet you (just in case) pps what happens when eventualities dont happen ? ©2025 Seamus Gilkey
[The Reply]
Photo by Thaís Silva
Soul Family —
Your fingers twine mine Through portals we are Transported through millennia The sparks of our fated collision Are felt again and again It’s soul family A dimension of aspen glens A mycellium communication You will remember our last lifetime If you listen to the space Between heartbeats Murmurings over vast shorelines When we were starlings, darling Our stint of doctorship Phage experiments Muscle memory of healing Until pulled away War does that I saw you on the hill Taking cover when the storm Blazed the ground Music dripping from spotlights Oh, summers long ago You don’t remember our Appalachian shelter Or red fox footprints followed I can smell it in each campfire I can taste it on the wind I’m sure you wrote it somewhere Sketchbooks left on The platform You pulled your hair Over lily fields, three hours Past that station I asked what’s wrong Memorizing every sigh Of your exasperation Every furl of your discontent And every softening of your eyelids Every drift of you to sleep Your eyes opened Of course, you cannot place This one, muddled green I fed you, and you saw me Recognition from my breast We locked looks and you knew We were one Once again You handed me time itself For a minute, maybe longer As we moved from chrysalis to Moth and flitted the cattails of our bog And even still, We are northern lights And synergy Parasite and host We are connected– lust and longing I’m your wished-for and forgotten And even if you don’t articulate What you’re never meant to say Take my hand, love We’ll find a guide that knows the way ©2025 Samantha Lazar
Both of these paired together actually brought me to tears by the beauty of it all as I prepared the post last night. I"m so fortunate to be witness to all that this publication brings. Thank you both, Seamus and Samantha!! I'm so happy that I can partake in your words and your beauties. ❤️🌞
You did a great job with the audio, as usual!